Long Covid
My arms weigh 25 pounds each.
I stroll in slow motion,
Feet sticking to the floor.
My heart races,100 beats per minute
While I make a cup of tea.
I take deep breaths as my
Oxygen is only 87 percent
According to my oximeter.
The plague that cursed me
Retreated, left my body
Battered.
Prednisone revs up my brain,
Reducing inflammation
My doctor promises.
Today I will design and sew quilt blocks,
Mend pants, write two poems
I slept with last night.
Make a peach cobbler
With delectable fresh peaches
Ripening in a paper sack.
Shop for spaghetti ingredients
And salad for dinner,
Clean off dust I noticed
Yesterday on lamp shades
And refrigerator top.
And wash all the blankets.
Instead, I sit at my computer
Screaming with
5000 unanswered emails
And can’t decide
Which to answer, which to delete,
What is important?
It tells me I am paying too much
For car insurance.
That my Amazon account will be
Deleted unless I give my
Credit card number again.
That I owe $597.13 to an unknown
Company, NJ Solutions.
Emails from friends and family wait.
I open them, can’t concentrate
Long enough to finish, or I forget to
Press send.
Covid fog, this must be it.
I try to make peach cobbler.
The peaches smell luscious as I slice.
I follow the recipe, but soon forget
What’s in the bowl, what still needs to go in.
And then I need to nap, an hour, two, three?
Debilitating fatigue overwhelms
Prednisone power,
And I sleep.